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Suicide Suicide
I cried myself to sleep
Not bearing to live another day
All I could see in the mirror
Was a girl filled with tears
Happiness had exist
I missed those days
Now my life ends here.

Look To The SkyI told her:
"Forever I have waited for you,
Forever, I've looked to the sky,
Wished with my soul and heart,
For someone to come my way
So my lonesomeness would flee,
And how my blood was spilled upon
That starry night of
Gray furred clouds."

She cooed,
Happy as can be,
Yet cried as she pulled away from me,
Unable to talk,
Unable to see me.

I told her:
"Look to the sky,
Look far into it,
Deep and hard.
But only if you listen
Will you hear me,
Hear my cries.
For the sky never forgets,
Neither will I."

InsanityAre you like the others?

For are you among the ones that point
Their bony fingers and laugh!
Laugh at my inquiring ponders I have
Long thought upon, and confirmed their
Truthfulness!

Will you call me mad?
Only because I seclude myself from those
Putrid beasts!
How I dare I even speak of them in the Holy
Sanctity of this place!

Stop!
Now, if what I perceive is to
Be in fact quite the most valid of statements,
Then my inquires you may not hear!
No, for such genius will not bear
Anymore disgrace from those
Who lack my kind of qualities!

Leave now,
For you are not worthy of my wisdom,
Nor being included in my presence!

Thoug

Very Good Story I FoundI just love this story... TOTALLY NOT MINE THOUGH!
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks"

The Last Poem21,146 words,
102 pages,
Countless friends,
All inspired by this website.
The ups and downs,
The lefts and rights,
It sure was a hurtful
And spirit-lifting ride.

But one thing's for sure:
I'd never trade my experiences here for anything.

Random Quote of the Day 8"Goodbyes hurt more and somewhat longer when you know they are coming along." ~DCIII

SometimesSometimes I feel like I have lived a full life,
Done and gone,
Finished well, lived quite nicely.

Though my goals have not been yet finished,
I'm sure one may take them on
Someday, just as I have.

Sometimes, I feel ready for the cold arms
Of Death to carry me away,
His circular heart beating,
Forever worn, forever tired.

Fitting InI could,
Oh trust me, I could.

So easily could I change my appearance,
Both inside and out,

So easily can I become another,
Another part of a widespread group,

Yet, I do not,
I do not speak to it,

My opinions kept silent,
My thoughts rarely expressed.

So Sad, SadnessSo sad, isn't it?
So sad, so many in despair,
So far down,
So past help,
So far, no one to help.

So let me be there,
So let me help,
Sew your soul together
So you remain alive,
So many happy, aren't you glad?

Gay, Straight, Or BiSo what if they like the same sex,
Or even both?

Is it really in your power to judge them
For something they cannot control?

So why do you tease them,
Be so awfully rude and hating?

Is it on your mind that these things hurt,
That they are people too?

So what if they act differently,
And all you do is judge?

Does it occur to you that these people
Kill themselves because of your remarks?

Whether you are gay, straight or bi,
We are still all human,
We still all have feelings,
We will not change who we are,
So you must learn to open your mind,

And accept.

Towers of CantatonWhat guards the innocence of Cantaton,
A land so far from reality,
Sweetness flourishes even when the rest of
The world is in its most horrid of times.

Cantaton is, or more rather, was
Quite the nicest of place to spend one's life in.
Though, until that day, that faithful day
When the towers that lined Cantaton came crashing down,
And the rubble covered all.

Only then did the gusts of realization enter the city,
And terrify those who were so used
To perfection.

It just goes to show,
Even the perfection of Cantaton,
Although they were so sure nothing
Could shatter their towers that protected
Their newfound innocence,
Reality t

I am 114% Obsessed With Music? (Damn straight! :D)[x] Breaking Benjamin
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[x] Linkin Park
[] The Academy Is...
[x] Coldplay
[x] Three Days Grace
[x] Yellowcard
[x] 30 Seconds to Mars
[] Chevelle
TOTAL SO FAR = 8
COUNTRY:
[] Rascal Flatts
[x] Carrie Underwood
[] Leanne Rhymes
[] Garth Brooks
[x] Dixie Chicks
[] Kenny Chesney
[] Tim McGraw
[] Faith Hill
[] Shania Twain
[x] Johnny Cash
TOTAL SO FAR = 11
EMO:
[] Hawthorne Heights
[] Chiodos
[] Forgive Durden
[] Amber Pacific
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[] From First to Last
[] Senses Fail
[] Underoath
[] Something Corporate
[] Hit The Lights
[] Dear Whoever
TOTAL SO FAR = 12
INDIE:
[] The Hush Sound
[] Eisley
[x] Death Cab for Cutie
[] Dashboard Confessional
[x] The Killers
[] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[] Hot Hot Heat
[x] Gym Class Heroes
[] Franz Ferdinand
[x] Modest Mouse
Total so far = 16
METAL:
[x] Slipknot
[x] System of a Down
[x] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n' Roses
[] Lamb of God
[x] Slayer
[] Hatebreed
[] Killswitch Engage
TOTAL SO FAR = 22
POP:
[]

DoomsdayGlowing yellow and red,
The sky has the ingredients to make orange,
Yet the colors of flames do not mix.

The tar scratches at your feet
And shakes with the rumbling of the Earth,
For above you, a rock engulfed with heat

And end lights up the evening sky,
Brighter than the sun,
Its heat so much stronger.

Like a firework that ceases to
Stop exploding, the hell bringer
Falls out of the sky,

Lands at your feet,
Surprisingly quiet and soft spoken,
So you blow away,

Dust is your body now,
And with the up hail gusts the doomsday
Meteor brought,

You drift away in the wind,
Death never being sweeter.

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Bullied

by ~Hikari-Raven, Nov 19, 2012, 10:43:02 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Bullied
Life is unfair
I can't even bare
People had judged me on what I wear
They even pull my hair
They watched as my emerald colored eyes were filled with tears
that's when I saw these words smeared on the wall
They were Hold on.

Bulliedby ~Hikari-Raven

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

So I wrote this poem to just help those that are being bullied please read this. So I did want to commit suicide when I was being bullied but want to know what I did. I hold on

and it got better.

Also Hold on is a song by one of my favorite bands called Good Charlotte

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!Jeri-Shermaine Nov 20, 2012 Hobbyist Digital Artist

so true

people bullied me in high school and called me ugly!
but now i know im not ugly I's cute!
Sometimes you just have to wait till you can get away from those awful people before you realize there is way more to you than what those terrible people say!

~Hikari-Raven Nov 20, 2012 Hobbyist Artist

Yep! People do that to feel proud and to have power. I'm glad you liked it!

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